happy birthday to me

happy 18th birthday to me ! xD dun have any serious wishes, coz i know wont come true *laugh out loud*

erhm, hopefully nxt year can go to brace teeth (i dunno wat it call in actual eng -_-) coz i dun wan ppl call me simpson anymore -_-; hopefully can LAH..

i celebrate my birthday with my assignments -_- coz bunch of asses have to hang up this week, nxt week will be more more more busy *faints*

-_-

going to dinner with my twins fren at 麻辣火锅 aka eating 麻辣火锅. the shop name is 麻辣火锅 so you will see so many 麻辣火锅 words now, i know u know that i'm purposely to make u confuse =xxxxx ya,i know it's quite 凄凉 coz just celebrate my 18th birthday with 2 frens -_- due to some reasons

i have to prepare my presentation note tmr =\ my philosophy of life, nah, i dun have any philosophy of life la, jz 活一天过一天. i think going to talk about happy-go-lucky -_- thx liwen -_- you should tell me more detail nia -_-

presentation on my birthday -_- *yawn*

sg wang day

went to granma granpa house today before i go sg wang for comic festival aka gempak exhibition. granpa house is so quiet compare with last time (last time i went to their house is during cny -_-) since my aunty moved out and my uncle(mom second younger brother) and his family went back to my aunty's hometown. and the other reason because of my uncle (my mom youngest brother) case, la..lazy to talk about it..

watched super generation company astro tvbs then go to sg wang at 2. took monorail and reach there, my frens went to time square for take Daniel autograph, lol.

wanted to get Kaoru's autograph but cant get *cries* nvm, nxt year! =_= but atleast she got my gift that i asked a crew pass to her =d and she called me and say thanks ! xDDD *doinkdoinkdoink*

another day -_-

nv go to work today -_- actually wanna celebrate my 18th birthday with my frens but due to some reasons so could not make it today, it's ok for me lah.

but anyway, i went to watch Harry Potter and the Goblet Fire at gsc one utama, first row and at the most right side -_- it's was, ergh, seriously ok, jz my neck and my eyes little suffer =p but overall the movie is real nice, funny and it's longer than last 2 episodes lar, but it cut alot if compare to novel -_- alot of scene missed. But if they followed all the story from the novel, i think 2 hours+ isnt enough for them =_= lolx

mueak

lalalalala -_- i feel so bored bored bored bored -_-

dooodolls !

xX highly recommended! go and grab one now !!! Xx

check it out at www.dooodolls.com !

glad to know dooodolls is product of our country >,< ne ne gambate kudasai !!

nan da yo -_-

today isn't a good day for me -_-

here's the story go -_-''


Chapter 1
early in the morning, i was late to the station -_- i reached about 8, then waiting the losiest train in kl aka ktm for dunno how long -_- and got the annoucement says that ktm got tecnical problem *wtf* finally the train come -_- packed with sardines and salmons, ok fine, i got into the train at last (my nightmare started T,T)

the train going so damn slow and reached nxt station, it stop at there, the door dun close, then give the lame excuse again, my bag and file is so damn heavy and have to standing between the sardines and salmons =_= then a malay lady standing right in front of me (wearing t-shirt which got "School of Hotel and Tourism" on it) playing with her wet hair (baru cuci kot) then the water spread on me,WTF!!!!! *screams* then then then this lady still can shake her body in this packed train!!! i also tak faham why she shaked *faints*

the train started move again after dunno how long -_- half century kot -__- but it stop again after move from putra station, and it's 8.50am(my class start at 9) and still have 3 more stations to go T,T when i reached kl sentral it's already 8.58am T,,T then still have to take putra lrt *melting* reached college after 9.15am i forgot wat time -_- dun ask me /e5 /e5 /e5


Chapter 2
today college is still ok kot ? i dunno la, same lecturer mumble me, la, biasa dah.. then a super senior give us a talk about graphic designer work, i dun understand why he let us know all about the negative things, he made me more worry about my future -_- i was a little bit feels like giving up last time, but after his talk -_- i feels like giving up n0w -__- don't talk about that, will talk more about that maybe some other time lah =x


Chapter 3
finally, going back time, taking putra lrt with nikki, were talking about our secondary skool time story, about ourselves --___-- la, thank god ntg happened in the lrt -_- then reached kl sentral, go to the ktm station -_- an indian lady (see, a lady again -_- ktm again) sitting on the floor at the platform -_- i thought because of no place to sit, dont mind her la -_- the train was delay again -_- damn you kereta api malaysia /e5 /e5 /e5

standing at there stupidly again -_- then the indian lady suddenly shouting in tamil -_- everyone look at her but she was like -_- ntg happened, then her hp ringing, she talking in tamil bla bla bla, okay, everything turn fine -_- alright alright, train coming later, saw my twins fren when i wanna enter the train, so we enter the train together, guess wut, that indian lady standing right in front of me ! -_-;; b4 the train moving, the indian lady play her hair -______________________- for your information, indian ladies used to have a very long and curly hair right ? -_-; her hair TOUCH MY MOUTH AND MY FACE! WTF !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feels like crying at the moment T,T my twins fren jz looking at me with belas kasihan eye *criessssssssssssssss*


Chapter 3.5
the going back train is packed as well, my mood is down as well =_= then when i get the chance to hold the tiang -_- (if u get wat i mean) when my hand jz wanna hold it, the indian lady came immediately and hold, no, is HUG the tiang *cries and then faint*


Ending
reached kepong station at last, and i found that, the indian lady is same station with me, meaning that, she staying in kepong as well -_-

right or wrong ?

sometimes i was thinking,am i right to study graphic design ? or maybe i study in the wrong college ?

i'm the lousiet student in the class,especially during computer class..ppls can do it easily but i have to try and try again,sometimes still couldnt do what lecturer want.

i do my assignments and projects so hard and so into it,but the marks always dissapoint me. and i feels like my lecturer dun like me very much,or hate me ? lolx i think so..

i really feels like giving up to my studies,i dun like study, i dun like exam, i dun like going to college,i dun like to see ppl's faces,i dun like to see how ppl dislike me,i dun like ppl tease me, i hate these i hate them

i'm loser

A Song for XX

ENGLISH:
Lyrics: Ayumi Hamasaki

Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one.
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

Why are you laughing?
Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me.
When did you become strong?
Since when have you felt weakness?
How long must you wait
for the day you understand to come?

The sun is rising.I must go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
The more people said things like that,the more even laughing became agony.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.



addicted to this song recently,i know i'm kinda outdated,this is her first album song and i prefer the take two version which u can get in "A Ballads" *not sure* the cover is something like this..









i prefer the 2nd version coz it's more emotional inside,dunno whether correct or wrong to describe,always remember my english is lousy! lolx

i like ayu songs very very much, i like her song lyrics, her singing style. i know u may not feel interested with this,but this is my blog *bluek*

boink the future !

boinkboinkdoink.blogspot.com , boink the future ! happy birthday boinkboinkdoink !

i feels like blogging these days,so register another blogger accout,again -_-

will be start my blog probably tonight or tomorrow, sore ja !